Grace

Roller Coaster Days

Although it should have been a priority to visit Dr Woo, we were just so busy that we only managed to squeeze in some time to visit to him yesterday. & well, ... I'm 7 weeks pregnant! :)

My emotions this time were totally different from my 1st pregnancy. When I 1st knew about my 1st pregnancy, I was overwhelmed with the reality of the sudden responsiblity, change in lifestyle, & sense of helplessness that I felt even more burdened than joyous about it. It took me a few months before I finally settled down & felt excited at being a new mummy. This time, being an experienced pregnant mummy, I am more prepared to welcome the new baby, & I am actually looking forward to the experience of looking after a new born again!

Yes, I must be crazy... because it would mean sleepless nights with 3-4 night feeds, painful & tiring breastfeeding, more piles of dirty laundry, crying baby, even lesser or minimal personal time, etc. But these sacrifices are all worth it when I think of the little one.

My previous pregnancy was actually quite tough with all the medical condition, but the worst memory was the endless vomiting. For most, its morning sickness. For me, it should be called ALL-DAY sickness! I vomit whatever minimal food I take & the feeling of vomiting is gross & extremely uncomfortable. I remembered I'll tear sometimes as I vomit.

So I told myself this time, I am going to confess positively. I am not going to vomit. I will not be emotional (I was handling my emotions very well for my 1st pregnancy). I will not feel tired, but I will be energetic. The baby or me will not have any medical condition. I will not have swollen feets & hands. I will still be able to work effectively in my work. I will be a pretty pregnant mummy.

But today, I'm feeling a little different. In fact, so different from yesterday. I am soOoOoOo tired! The pregnancy hormones are starting to get active & it makes me lethargic & sleepy. After sending James off to the airport this morning, I am supposed to attend a training from 1-5pm. I'd reached office, but skipped the training when I could hardly think straight anymore. I slept all the way on the bus journey home, something I rarely done. Once I reached home, I slept from 130pm all the way to 430pm! & I still feel tired!

Then I began to worry about taking care of Charis alone in my current state for this weekend. What if I'm so tired that I can KO anytime & she still refuse to sleep early? Can I cope emotionally & physically with her? Do I have the patience to? It must be the change in hormones again, because I started to tear as I felt so helpless.

So talking about all those positive confessions... its gonna take some time...

Farewell Zhen!

My friend, Lizhen, left to pursue her studies overseas this morning. There are some people who "leave" your life temporary & you'll never miss their presence, but there are some who may leave for even a short time & they'll leave a "gap". Zhen belongs to the latter.

She cares for the people around her, and always offer them kind words. We weren't very close friends, but she made the effort to visit my brother in hospital. She had been a friend not just in word, but in deed.

She has been the birthday coordinator for my cell group for so many donkey years, but she never once complained about her job description nor did she ever grow sick of doing it. That's her "faithful in little things" attitude.

In JAMs, she remains a faithful worker, but more than that, it's her love & passion for the students that makes her unique. Over the years, I have seen many workers grown weary or burnt out from serving in the ministry. To "recuperate/recharge", many took ministry leave, but many also did not return. I remembered she also took a break some years ago, but not only did she return, she came back with power! Being dedicated to organizing a dance party event, she impressed me with her eye for details.

She has a gentle spirit, yet she is spirited & passionate about the things she does. She is not just a physiotherapist to her clients, but also a friend to them. Today, she has left to pursue a Masters in Physiotherapy, and I believe with her passion, she will soar far in her career.

Farewell Zhen, you will be missed by many! & see you next year!

Universal Studios, Singapore

We gotten 2 free tickets to Universal Studios, Singapore, so off we went!

For those who had been to the one in Hollywood, USA, well, this Universal Studios pales off in comparison (big time!). If not for all those waiting time queuing for the rides, we'll probably finish the theme park in less than 1.5 hrs! Yes, that's how incredibly small the park is. Or for those who can't even be bothered to stroll slowly & enjoy the "scenic landscape", you'll probably finish walking the whole of the theme park in 30 mins!

Reasons why I really don't like Singapore so-awaited, famously talked-about, theme park:

1. The theme park like I said earlier, is just so small in size, which translates to limited themes & rides in the park.

2. There were many rides still closed due to work in progress.
I never even gotten to sit in the infamous roller coaster because it was still uncompleted!!! Why then did the organizer even bother to open the theme park when it is still so un...completed???!!! Almost all the rides in Jurassic Park Theme Park even failed or broke down at one point... Felt so cheated because the not-so-cheap tickets should at least entitle me to ALL the rides!

3. The crowd size was crazily huge!!!
I thought there's a controlled number of tickets issued per day, so the crowd shouldn't be too bad... but I was SoOoOo wrong! It's P.E.O.P.L.E everywhere we go!!! We ended up spending at least 30 mins queuing for most rides, & the worst was the Jurassic Park ride, which we wasted 2.5hrs queuing! They should change their name to Universal Studios Queue Park!

In States, there was no need for ticket control, but the crowd size was still manageable. So has Singapore's ticket control system failed? Or were Singapore's Universal Studios too ambitious (or less politely & frankly, "greedy")?

My friends commented after seeing our photos taken in States that we seem to own the whole Universal Studios because there was just the 2 of us everywhere we took photos. In Singapore, we tried to take pictures with the icons in the theme park, but instead, we had people "appearing" in most of the photo backgrounds... how irritating!

I am sure by now you will be able to judge which of the below 3 pictures were taken in States & in Singapore. Hint: 1 in States, 2 in Singapore.

4. There were only a pitiful 6 Universal Studios Characters or mascots that day.
We saw at least 13 in Universal Studios, Hollywood.

I was also totally soaked, drenched, & dripping with water from a ride in Jurassic Park. The ride was quite fun (despite me queuing 2.5hrs for it), & I don't really mind getting wet, but I was really so wet that my clothes could never gotten dry even when I reached home 6 hours later at night. As a result... I caught a cold that lasted for the next few days.

Is Universal Studios, Singapore, really so bad? Well, maybe that's because I'd been to the one in Hollywood, & thus, I went this time with some expectations, but Singapore's standard had disappoint me greatly. James says I should try to manage my expecations. After all, Singapore's theme park is constrained by the island's size, hence the rides & parks are constrained equally. We're also paying $110/pax in States, while it only cost $70+ per ticket here. As the Chinese saying goes, "yi fen qian, yi fen huo".

But by the end of the day after queuing for that 2.5hrs ride, he changed his mind totally. He said the theme park tickets should only be worth $20+ at most. See, even a patient man loses his patience in Singapore's infamous theme park...

Unfailing Love - Chris Tomlin

I was doing my admin work with some music videos playing on my laptop in the background. As the playlist comes to this song, the presence of God came into my study room. Although I had downloaded it, I never had time to listen to it till today. I teared as God reminded me of the past one year. I teared as I felt His love so strong in the room. I teared as I looked back & remembered His unfailing love.